Born In A Frozen State: AILLIA

Born In A Frozen State: AILLIA

Out of snow and into dust, I escape. Secretly, I remove the half-mask from my face and quietly hide it away. Proudly, I give life to the silver, red-crossed shield which valiantly protects and defends my very existence. This valiant shield proudly becomes the official trademark in which all of my life and work are completely covered and protected, to strongly show I eternally stand proud, never to be destroyed, nor oppressed.

Over and out of the sands of time, the official title “Art Is Life, Life Is Art” is proudly handwritten across the very center of the silver shield’s red-cross. Throughout the furious fires of Hell and the many enchanting kingdoms of Heaven, the valiant shield is proudly recognized by all, as it defends, protects and rescues the souls of the living and the dead, while accompanying the sick.

Like an angel receiving its wings, the glorious shield proudly takes on a sudden, unexpected transformation. With the red-cross and its white-lettered title upon both sides of the shield, what was once only a valiant shield, has now become an enormous, proud spacecraft.

I gaze out the enormous, silver, metal bars, which divide and line the many windows, which are seen from the very pointed front and side-corners of the spacecraft. Using my ships proud title, I have adoringly christened my brave vessel “AILLIA”.

Valiantly, I take full control of my proud ship. The engines start and I see the beautiful, multi-colored engine lights illuminate all that surrounds my ship. Suddenly, I blast off, disappearing into the cold, dark night.

Song after song, symphony after symphony, the beat continues on. As I listen to the glorious music, the enormous, bright lights of the engines flash to each and every beat. With every beat and tune the lights of the engines change to every beat, while changing to every color imaginable.

Aboard my vast and mighty ship, much thought is done while new life is lovingly created and old life is proudly rescued, as well as preserved from extinction, to be kept alive for all of the world to see, cherish and enjoy for all eternity.

Disguised in a new, yet, old identity, I once again discover its latest home in which it deceitfully continues to prey upon others. Without fear, I strike suddenly, to make my presence known, showing I have discovered it and I am no longer afraid. Therefore, flying in and firing a warning shot. As I circle, it shakes its fist as it fires back at me. Yet, with a missed hit, it quickly disappears in confusion.

Time passes and it attempts to strike once again. As my enormous, brave ship continues to sail peacefully across the glorious skyline, I finally feel I have received the much need closure I have been searching for, for so very long. Therefore, I completely dispose of the shot-message in which it had suddenly fired to me. Thus, having it completely destroyed, never to be revealed. Whatever it is, whoever it is and wherever it is, it is no longer worth dealing with.

As Hell-bent as I had been for many years, I feel it is no longer my responsibility, nor my problem. I have grown to realize, no matter how hard I try, it will never give up on its deceitful life and change its evil ways.

As I stand proud, at the very front command of my valiant ship, I gaze lovingly out the divided, cornered windows, looking to the world below. As I hear symphony after symphony, I begin to feel as if it were my own alter ego and overactive imagination at work for all of those years. As if, all of its attacks upon me were truly the result of an angry and deceitful side of me, which had been revealed when I least expected it, nor was paying attention.

I feel it is a time in which I can now a time in which I can look back, without fear, nor anger. Therefore, leaving me with the wonders of who, where, where, when and why. With all I have done, learned, as well as created, I am more than prepared for another attack upon this proud vessel.

The bright, orange sun shines in the clear sky in the distance. Upon the sea, which this ship flies over, the Dolphins swim and dive together as the tail of an enormous Whale slowly arises up, sky-high out of this rippling steadfast sea.

After many months of debate, I come to the conclusion...If it ever does comes back, attacking or not, I feel it may be in my very own hands to save its soul. Thus, possibly confronting it, capturing it and taking it aboard, until it reveals its true identity and purpose for suddenly stepping into my life, with attempts to selfishly destroy me.

Until then, I shall carry on, creating new life while rescuing the old and fragile. Thus, bringing light, life and hope to those whom may need it, for all eternity and beyond.