Born In A Frozen State: Carrying On & Growing Strong

Born In A Frozen State: Carrying On & Growing Strong

The Demon’s circular “bite” mark, upon my arm, slowly begins to fade away after many months. Meanwhile, much sleep is lost while changes rapidly occur day by day, as much is proudly accomplished, as well as realized.

Suddenly, one from out of my past stalker’s life unexpectedly arrives into my life, just as faceless as I remember. I accept its presence, yet am ever so cautious while attempting to make peace with it. After some time, I catch on to its ever so suspicious activity. As soon as I do, it suddenly disappears without a fight and I pray it is truly gone, for good, this time.

The music and symphonies continue on as the bright, colorful, back engine lights continue to flash every color, with every beat. Evolved from Shield, to Ship, AILLIA, the valiant fortress in which I eternally dwell, suddenly becomes stronger than ever.

Growing stronger with each passing day, the proud evolution and expansion of my valiant stronghold ship, AILLIA, continues on. I feel much is to come upon this red-crossed, shield-shaped, flying castle of mine.

Cautiously, as well as frantically, I repeatedly send message after message spiraling into space, hoping to save what is being uncared for, lost, as well as forgotten. I do all I can until I feel I have come to the very end and suddenly realize I have done all I can and it is finally unnecessary to go any further.

Therefore, what can no longer be saved, becomes no longer worth saving, yet is worth keeping alive through memory, no matter how long it had survived upon this Earth. The pain of letting go, as well as accepting fate, appears to be the most difficult struggle of all, as long as the memories, as well the scars remain.

As time marches on, I begin experimenting upon my great vessel, creating official uniforms. Therefore, I have decided to send myself upon a proud quest, to recruit others, as well as discover the one whom shall eternally carry on after I am forever gone from this Earth.

Thus, leaving AILLIA, and ALL it proudly beholds in caring, deserving and protective hands. Until then, all my life’s work shall proudly continue on, in my very own hands as I hopefully seek to expand my eternally evolving stronghold, AILLIA.

I seek help, yet I am extremely cautious, as well as protective, after all that has happened. Proudly, I look to the future for hope, love and inspiration. While within my eternal ship, I continue to valiantly stand, brave, strong and true for all eternity.