Born In A Frozen State: Moving Forward

 

My proud sanctuary, AILLIA, gently carries me and all I so dearly behold, over, across endless skies, over pastures and into the eternal great beyond. Time quickly becomes obsolete as much life is created while other life is proudly rescued.

 

            I put a sudden stop to the surrounding music. Therefore, leaving myself only to hear the eternal symphonies of the natural world, which surrounds me inside and out. Over time, much becomes discovered of the past as I pace contently within my home in the sky. Much history is uncovered, while much good upon evil is discovered.

 

            An unexpected essence related to the eternal “6/21/08” suddenly appears, unseen, yet detected unknowingly. Once discovered, it suddenly disappears. Upon a dream, I develop a fear in which I grow braver, as well as stronger. With my newly developed bravery and strength, I find myself, within the fortress, AILLIA, all together hurled violently, directly into the fiery pits of pure Hell.

 

            I steadily guide my eternally valiant spacecraft through roaring fires and into the darkening skies. As I carefully flow through, a courageous tale is told of an angel and its surviving struggle through a fire, which was viciously set upon the angel by a band of demons.

 

            As I proudly fly through the skies of the everlasting universe, a new respect is gained. A respect for my old rival, from the beginning, suddenly enters my soul. Fears, as well as tears, flow from my every emotion.

 

            Ohh how I wish it had not been ever so cruel and deceitful toward me. Ohh how I wish it had not been such a lie within my life. Yet, I continue longing to know its true identity, although it feels it may be too late…Or too early to seal the void by confronting whoever, or whatever it may be. I find myself caring for the true soul it beholds so secretly. Yet, I continue to believe, if I am meant to know, God shall show me.

 

            I continue to move my life forward as I dwell upon the past. Pleasantly quiet I keep myself within my flying AILLIA. Brave, proud, strong and true, I valiantly stand my ground, while listening patiently to the surrounding universe.

 

            I take one last chance, once again sending message after message spiraling into the night sky of the universe. I suddenly find myself at a loss for safety and security. Therefore, without a second thought…A sudden plunge I bravely take! Deeper and deeper into the steadfast sea my valiant craft, AILLIA, dives.

 

            Music, glorious symphonies begin as the eternal engine lights change and engine turbines continue to spin, faster and faster. I travel through the deep, dark sea, escaping the world above. Completely submerged, appreciation, value and recognition for life itself, grows stronger than ever with each passing moment.

 

            I begin to wonder more…”What happened to the world?” All that was once fair is no longer. All that was once known has become forgotten. All that was once living is now critically suffering, or no longer living without others knowing.

 

            The world appears blinded. No one sees we are many parts, we are all one body. Therefore, we should be striving to take proper care of one another and not turn our backs, only to set each other “on fire.”

 

            I continue to move forward, using the past to create the future, as I continue to roam in complete silence beneath the sea. I find myself reflecting, while seeing the world for what it is, beyond human life and media. Therefore, I plunge deeper and deeper into the endless abyss of the surrounding sea.

 

One day, when all is once again sacred, I shall return to the surface and continue forward above the sea. I once again listen to the surrounding sounds of the peaceful sea, as well as the natural world surrounding me. Thus, absorbing into my eternal heart and soul, all that no one had heard, nor has cared to stop, listen and acknowledge.

 

Within my traveling stronghold, I remain calm and forever at peace as the world continues to turn and the waves, ever so high above, continue to flow, ripple and crash. I travel throughout the forests of the sea, brave, proud and eternally true to myself, as well as to all. As engine colors softly change and warmly glow, the engine turbines slowly spin and I remain happily at peace within my sanctuary, AILLIA.

 

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